Some random thoughts

Thank you San Diego Momma for coming to visit! It's nice when someone stops by my little corner and leaves some love.

Now some random thoughts:

- I felt sparkly today so I painted my nails a sparkly red color. I feel complete.

- Not being able to use a belt is a problem when your pants do not stay up and you have incisions in your abdomen. Hence the not being able to use a belt.

- Leaning against stuff HURTS when you have these aforementioned incisions in your abdomen.

- 90210 is my guiltiest pleasure, why in god's name I mention this here, and I hate the show. Yet I cannot stop watching it. AND TORI SPELLING is on next week. Can we just do a reunion show, eff these bi-polar, knocked-up, porn king kid, you're the one-you're not the one, my life cannot go on without you 16 year olds.

- After watching last night's guilty pleasure episode, I now think I am bi-polar.

- Watched Monday night's House and it hurt my heart. I understand that Kal Penn was offered an awesome job in Obama's White House, but SERIOUSLY suicide?? I watch this show for the snarky brilliance of House - NOT to CRY over Kutner.

- I have fantastic friends who took time out of their lives to babysit and take care of me last week when I was an invalid and I love them for it. Then I have some friends who kind of suck if I do say so myself.

- I have lost 5 pounds in the last week, I understand the liquid/painkiller diet is not all that healthy but food is not appealing, even a week after surgery. I would like to keep this small amounts of food diet up so I can continue to lose weight. I promise to throw in exercise and all that good stuff! And I have decided to stop calling myself fat, because I am not, I am curvy and out of shape LOL.

- Texting is evil. I have found the one person that I cannot text because he misconstrues everything I say and then gets mad and yells at me. And I cannot take the fact that he makes me cry. I am a retard. Damnet. It is not my fault that I am so fucking jaded I'm not used to people like him. Damn you SMS... damn you to hell, you broke me.

- I swear I am more positive ever since I went to my Tony Robbins seminar weekend. Yes, I said Tony Robbins-that man is awesome. Or I think I am, maybe not everyone around me concurs?

- I got accepted into the graduate program at Pacific College of Oriental Medicine and am pretty freaking excited even if it is $75,000 more of debt. Good debt, Katie, it is good debt. Keep telling myself this and I will be golden.

Okay wow I ramble a lot. I think I need to talk to someone about this manic-depressive thing LOL. Leave me some love... I am now going to visit my bloggie peeps and leave them some love.

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