It's not even Thanksgiving...

I was in Dunkin Donuts this morning getting my daily hot chocolate and what is on the effing speakers? Christmas music. Are you for real? And they brought out fresh donuts... in red, green and white. I hate Christmas, I have for many years. MANY years. And this is overkill. I mean in the stores, Christmas stuff was up before Halloween even happened and now the music. There should be rules. No Christmas shat until December 1st. Freaking aye. If I had my way, Christmas stuff would start on Dec 15 and end exactly at midnight Dec 26. I think that is generous almost 2 weeks, cus I would really like it if Christmas wasn't the big deal that people make it out to be. Lame sauce.

Anyways, I fudgesicled up my knee. So the doc fixed it. I have never felt pain like that. And today it is a lovely shade of red and purple. Fabulous. Hurts to walk, but that is to be expected. Will spend the rest of the weekend icing and maybe in my brace. Freaking aye to that as well.

Can I just tell you that I hate people that can't let shit die? Dumb jock? Really? Wow... I find it super interesting that others have not caught on to this snide, childish shit. That is more lame sauce. Super lame sauce. Karma is coming.

Had an interesting evening last night. Hung out with someone that I probably shouldn't. He had been drinking. I believe that I was his ride for the evening, cus it was cold out. And hell if I had someone who was that nice in my life, well I would do it too. And then after I dropped him off, he drunk dialed, but I was not the person he meant to drunk dial. I guess my name starting with a K and her name starting with an L, is hard to figure out when you've had too much to drink. Stupid kid. Man, I'm mad at myself for all the shit I've put myself through with him. Eff that kid.

I need to get my shit together and get fucking motivated. It is time to take charge of life and do what I have to do. I want to be making a ton of money and the opportunity has presented itself. Now is the time to do that. So that is the plan for the rest of the day. Woohoo!

Damn you ABC...

So today I'm on aol reading some news articles and what do I see? ABC has canceled Dirty, Sexy Money. I LOVE that show. LOVE it, I say. ABC, have you seen the quality of Grey's Anatomy? I mean I adore Grey's but the storyline SUCKS. Seriously, Denny? Again? And you kick off the lesbian relationship, yet you state that Callie is still a lesbian... not so much if she is still boning men in the on-call room. Ridiculous. Lame sauce... for reals. Keep Dirty, Sexy Money... please?

In other news, who am I kidding? There isn't much other news. River's dad flew in on Wednesday so right now both his parents are living with us. LOL. A little insane and tense but getting through it. They will leave on Black Friday for Florida. And then River and I will live with our two dogs... all alone. Thank something.

Life is confusing, my heart is at war with my mind. But that is not for this blog or for the world to know about. Sigh.

Sam is home! For the next 3 weeks. Fantastic good time. I am going to miss him when he has to ship out to Virginia and he leaves on the destroyer. Please keep him safe.

Hmmm...

I could use a nap. I could always use a nap. Today I get to meet Sam at the mall, buy a few things for a birthday and go sign up for kickboxing classes with Sam. Exciting, yes I know. Then he gets to see how big the puppy has gotten and my new apartment! Which by the way, looks much bigger now that all the freaking boxes are emptied. Time for things to go on the walls and to finish the backyard. Then we will be pretty much set. Next week, his dad comes back for about 8 days. Then the parental units head on down to Florida together! River, me and our two dogs will finally live on our own without parental interference. Crazy. Very crazy. Until then, we will be with both of them, my apartment seems very small with all these people in it. Kind of like a cage... but that is for another time and discussion.

River and I did some talking last night and hopefully good things will come from it. OMG, I am tired. And I have cramps, I know you all want to hear about my cramps, but shat they hurt. Stupid broken lady parts. I need a second job... why did I leave the one I had, oh yeah I hated it there. But now I really need a second one. However, if I start school in January that will kind of be useless now won't it? Much to think about. Many things to do.

I have no idea why I started blogging today. I'm giving up now. Goodbye.

Having a fat day...

Today I am feeling huge LOL... Don't know what it is but I just feel gross today. Anyways, I have such a long list of things to do and I really need to get on it. Tonight I would like to finish up with the last 4 boxes we have in the kitchen. It would be nice to be officially unpacked. Finally. Would also like to organize the kitchen a little better. I'm excited to finally use the freaking kitchen. We are learning how to maximize a small space to our advantage. Went food shopping last night, the mom-in-law stocked the fridge very generously.

So on Sunday I pretty much woke up and decided I was done with meat. I don't know if it will continue or how I will do at it, but vegetarianism here I come. So it has officially been 5 days, not much to be excited about but I'm proud of myself. River even told me that I should become a vegetarian, which was weird. I guess I'm more of a pescetarian actually. I like fish and seafood. But red meat and chicken, not so much. It is time. Though I did get an earful from mom-in-law about how it's not healthy and I need animal fat, but that thought makes me shudder. I don't know I just like animals way too much and can't think about eating them anymore. I need to get healthy, for real.

My brother is home on leave. Or he should be I have not heard from him since the day before he was scheduled to leave. Man I miss that kid. He is here for 25 days, thank something. It will be an awesome 25 days, tattoo, Thanksgiving and just having him around again! Sigh, makes me sad when he is not around. Too far away for my sanity. What else is there to talk about? Not much... still completely confused by a certain person in my life, but that is talk for the other blog. Not talk for here. I will just leave it as I am super glad and happy that this person is back in my life and it will be interesting to see where the hell it goes.

Now, as usual, it is time for me to go back to working. Or blogging on the other blog LOL...

Must push on...

It's like when I keep a regular journal, I eventually fall off. I like to write in a journal but had a bad experience when I was younger that I guess keeps me from sticking to it. And now, I am falling off this one. Must keep going. I like to write the random things that come to mind now and then. And I added an app to my iphone so now I can blog on there if the need ever comes to me! Moving has been hectic, but the transition has been good. There is not that much space to sit in the living room anymore, but we will make it work. The pile of boxes is down to just a few piled up in the kitchen. It would be nice to actually use the kitchen. Need to find a fabulous first dinner in the new apartment meal. We bought 3 bookcases cus we needed more space. And once his mom leaves for Florida at the end of the month, we will have the living room space back to ourselves. We have many pictures to hang and finally my diploma will go on the wall. Very exciting I have to say, I want to display it prominently. We will also have half the bathroom back, LOL, she has taken over! Our backyard is awesome, just a bit overgrown. There is a pile of dirt in the yard that we have to take down because Max has gotten too big and I fear he will jump. This apartment is pretty freaking awesome I'm not gonna lie. And I love my orange kitchen. Now all I need to be able to do is get to it!!! HAHA

Other things in life are not so fantastic, there are a lot of questions in my head due to the reappearance of someone from many years ago. A someone that I don't want to let go. And apparently does not want to let me go. Three cheers for friendship *said dripping with sarcasm*

Now back to work, tonight I write my essay for Pacific College. Keep your fingers crossed folks that I get in and they give me money to go to school!

What an amazing day...

to be an American. I am awed and dumbstruck. Last night was amazing, just amazing. Sadly, I could barely stay awake but I was not worried that Obama would not win. What a fantastic man.