A few thoughts

So... The Dark Knight was even better the second time. This is a record for me... I do not like going to the movies, twice in one weekend is quite amazing. But shat the movie is so good... I want to see it again. Matinee anyone? I keep hearing a lot of crap about how the movie is only good cus of Heath Ledger and it wouldn't be so popular if he was alive but no siree bob... this movie was fantastic no matter what. It would be a wonderful thing if Heath Ledger was here to see what he has done for Batman fans, but in no way is the popularity of this movie based on his death. However, as morbid as this sounds, Heath went out on top. If you are going to die, his Joker and this movie are the best last testament to what that man could do as an actor.

You know what else I'm tired of, listening to people be ignorant about Brokeback Mountain. Chris Nolan hand-picked Heath Ledger because of his role in that movie. I'm tired of guys being all homophobic over that movie and making comments especially when they haven't seen the movie. They have this belief that the movie is full of gratuitous guy on guy sex scenes. Well darlings, get your heads out of you asses and watch the movie. For it is not full of these scenes you have playing in your head. That movie was great as well, Heath and Jake took on bold roles and I don't care what anyone says, I believe taking chances like that just adds to your diversity as an actor. And to all you guys that want to make fun and continue to be ignorant maybe you should check yourself out too. Why are you so threatened by a role like that, or a movie for that matter? Maybe all that boasting about the women in your bed is really a mask for something deep down that you are scared to explore.

Moving on.... at this time tomorrow I will be on a plane headed for California. Packing is a crazy thing. I think I am covered for all eventualities. 4 am cannot come fast enough. The only thing I shall miss are my dogs... I wish I could take them with me. I am trying not to think of the bills or coming back to work, yet I like my jobs so I am sad I won't see these people for 2 weeks. But Hello Vacation!!!

I have been mulling things over... with the passing of my Uncle Andy and learning that my Uncle Bill is not expected to see the end of the summer, death seems to be at the doorstop in my family. It is painful and humbling. Yes, they are older and have lived many good years but still, death is death. And it makes me worry about my grandfather who, though I would like him to live forever, I understand that he will not. He is 88 years old and I hope he will be around for many more years. What a depressing topic.

Back to my last day of work... so much to do today to make sure we are set to leave!!!! Man I'm excited. I need this vacation.