The drive to do more

From Time Magazine. photo by Callie Shell

Calm, quiet, serene, how many more words can I think of for the same one? This is right before he steps out onto the platform. I imagine he is gathering his thoughts, embracing the historic moment he is about to take part in and thinking about how much he loves his family. I know that it is a lot to think this man will make it all better but after 8 years of incompetence, it cannot get much worse. I hope that change is coming. I am putting my support behind him. I am on the Obama train. I am scared that he will not make it through the four years and I hope when he is re-elected in 2012 that I can come back to this and say I was being silly. I am nervous for his well-being and his life. However, I feel like we are now in competent hands. And I'm not going to lie I am super excited for him to overturn the "don't ask, don't tell" policy. What a stupid fucking policy.

I feel that with all of this excitement over the new President and his total awesomeness, that I should be doing more. I am going to get off my butt and stick to my goals. I will not be held back anymore. Thank you President Obama (it makes me tingle to say that). I mean I felt some sadness as Bush got in the helicopter and flew away, but Texas, he is all yours. KEEP HIM. And does anyone else like to say Obama as much as I do, I think it sounds fun coming off the tongue.

On hold

I am sitting here on hold with Blue Cross, I hate Blue Cross. Despise Blue Cross. They say to call back during their lower call volume hours - but those are lies. LIES, I tell you. I have tried and still sat on the phone for an hour. I need to check a code, it will be fast, please Blue Cross?? And they are always named "Janet" but have the thickest accent of any Janet I have ever heard. Interesting stuff I do say.

Wow, that only took about an hour of my life, that I will never get back. Freaking aye. So once again it has been awhile. Has anything happened? No, not really. Obama was sworn in as President, so that was super exciting. But other than that, life keeps on trucking. Have that huge book list but I have barely cracked the first book. Trooper, my dog, had surgery yesterday. Needless to say, he is not a happy camper. At all. But he is high, if only we could all be so lucky.

Last night I got to see my friends band be the house band at a local place. They rock my socks, I like their stuff better than watching them do covers but I will take hot boys in bands any way I can. And he is a lovely looking boy, so all around it was a fantastic time. Found some interesting things out this week. Sorry I'm not going to share LOL. Let's just say someone told me they still love me, someone revealed their true douchebag colors and that's really all that is worth mentioning. Anyways, I'm off to finish working.