Yeah so shoot me...

I know it has been awhile. I will update... for like the two people that randomly come onto my site LOL...
Til then, I got some news from someone who shouldn't matter and yet they do, more than I understand. So when I'm upset, I write. Enjoy.


This razorblade kisses my skin
the way your lips used to
Intimately and lovingly
following the curves that made you drunk
I watch the blood drain away
making paths down my arms, pools on the floor
but no matter how much
I cut, tear, rip apart my flesh
you remain indefinitely
no amount of bloodletting
will get you out of my system
You are deeper than a flesh wound
You are the marrow of my bones
You exist into the core of me
But I will continue to try
I am destroying myself to escape you

1.17.09

A little something I wrote...

Twenty-Two

Excuse me Sir
May I ask you a question?
A little something I'm curious about
It's been in the back of my mind
Seeing as it's been awhile
since the last time we shot the shit
And now I have something gnawing at me
Please don' t be alarmed
this may sound a little harsh
But where the fuck do you get off?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Your smile hides the truth apparently
that old dogs do not learn new tricks
And you really cannot change those spots dear
Your blue eyes sparkle
distracting me, but as I am well aware
all that glitters is not gold
These streets have your name written all over them
The paint should be red
but anger, bitterness and resentment
have muddied the brilliant color
This time it really should be shame on me,
Honestly though, fuck you.

January 5, 2009